So, I haven’t uploaded a video in months now and I’m officially freaking out about it. I’ve put so much effort into the Big Video these past few months, and it’s still nowhere near being done. Honestly that’s tough for me, it’s hard to put so much work into something that’s still incomplete and under wraps.
So I’m taking a little break from that and I’ve turned my attention to smaller (or, regular-sized, I guess) video projects for the time being. I plan to tackle the remaining chunks of Big Video in between my more regular formats, but I can’t really justify spending another solid month in a row working on it because I’m still not 100% sure that’s enough time to get it done.
So for the past couple of weeks I’ve been working on a regular video, which has been really refreshing. It’s nice to be able to say to yourself “yeah, I can get this done before I die” and actually believe it. I’ll have 2 videos out this month, though I’d love to get 3 out if I can really hit my stride.
The bad news is that while I’m very motivated to work on videos right now, that means my streaming schedule is feeling like a burden to me as it interrupts my video work flow. If you haven’t caught on by now, this is a constant tug of war that I go through: videos vs streaming (vs music vs drawing vs 3d modeling…). Can’t be passionate about everything all at once, unfortunately, there’s just not enough time.
I’m still streaming this mont though! Streaming is not the burden, it’s just having to do it at a specific time. So, for the month of October – no set streaming schedule. I’m still planning on streaming spooky games this month! I just don’t know when it will be.
I’ll do my best to keep you guys updated through the announcement ticker on my homepage, my Discord, and sometimes on Twitter. I’m using Twitter for some updates again, as long as I don’t scroll.
Anyway I hope this all made some sense! I’m really frustrated with myself for having to bail on the stream schedule this month, but I suppose the whole reason I’m doing the month-by-month thing is because I know how fluid my focus can be. It’s never in the same place for long.
In conclusion, I’ll phrase all of this in a more positive light to make myself feel better about it: October is going to be filled with new videos and new streams! Just not sure when all of that is going to happen. Think of it like a spooky surprise.